this week.

week two of a crazy three! The end is in sight, I can almost see it!

In an hour, I leave to take my final exam in Hearing Disorders. It's cumulative and I honestly feel pretty good about it, but last night, I was having a meltdown over it! I seriously almost called some boys in my ward for a blessing of comfort over it. Pathetic? Probably.

I am sooo excited for this weekend! After 3 today, I have to run some errands and then I am going to the temple! I usually don't talk much about that sort of thing on this blog, but I am today. I think I'll go to SLC even though I've wanted to go to Bountiful because it's my fave. Regardless, I am so thrilled to finally get to go. I've felt like I needed to for almost two weeks now and I finally have time. Yay.

Then I have a date :) hopefully it's fun and the guy is nice to me. that's about all I can ask for of dates these days. It would also be so cool if I actually had some mutual interest in the guys who ask me out. but to be fair, I do follow the one date rule. Then i've given it a shot and if I'm not interested, I don't feel bad saying no to a second date invitation when there is one. Speaking of dating, I am sick of being single. I know the stupid "your time will come" thing, but I'm not even talking about marriage. I'm not into that at all right now. I just want the companionship of a boyfriend I guess. Guys are so much more chill. I'm trying to get out of my comfort zone and meet new boys, but it's not all it's cracked up to be. All my friends who are girls can be so fickle lately and I hate it! I almost avoid hanging out with them, bad news.

Tomorrow, Chandra and I are going to play and catch up. I think that will be fun! Love me some story swapping!

Next week, I have finals on monday and wednesday and then I am free!! I seriously need a break. I feel like I've been in college for so long and I am ready to be done! I want to move on to grad school. ahh so stressed out because I have to pick aud or law before I can even think about grad school in more depth. there are five thousand questions about school and its implications on my future running through my mind, which I will sort out later! For now, I will concentrate on getting through next week!


xoxoxo,

ash

ps. Bought some candy at all-a-dollar yesterday and it totally reminded me of buying candy from Guido Rachiele's store in Price (near the the paint supply place, but I don't think the grocery store is still there). Candy is rock solid, makes you feel like you are going to break your teeth and super cheap but it still makes you happy :) Love moments like that, right?!