pain!

Totally pointless, but who knew fingers could cause one so much grief?!
Check this out:

 The second picture looks a lot better than it feels. So swollen.
and with the first one, I am in so.much.pain. ahhh! Pretty sure if someone held my hand, they could feel my heartbeat because it's throbbing so much.
Tomorrow brings the joy of figuring out where I can go in-network with my ins. Big shock, of course the University student clinic doesn't contract with my ins. co. bummer!
It's gonna be a long 12 hours til I can even think about getting into see a doc after my class gets out in the morning :'( The medicine I have isn't working. If anyone has any ideas to make me feel better, I'm all ears! I feel like I'm on the verge of tears. ouch!!!!

xoxox,
ash