changes.

Long time no blog. Yada, yada, yada.

Well I've actually thought about this post. Who does that? Thinks about a blog post. Maybe I'm a weirdie. And guess what? I don't care. Seeing as I didn't post about Christmas/New years, and I don't want this to be about resolutions, it won't be. I do want to highlight things that I am working towards/looking forward to.

Graduation is only a little over 2 and a half months away. That's crazy to think about. I can't help but wonder, what's life going to be like after this. I'm a planner for the long term, so naturally I have a plan (or two or three). But really. What will happen? So much can change. So fast.

I am so sick of school right now. I'll admit it. Not the academics, those are actually quite fab! The social. For one, my roommates drive me up the wall. With the exception of Bethany, she's my room roommate and is so cool. The other roommates have all grown apart. The strange thing--I'm ok with that. Now I seem like a buttface, but people come into your life when you need them and same for you. True friends stick around. I'm not one to tell everyone everything about me and what I go through and such, so I am very lucky to have a select few that I can tell everything to. Oh, and for the most part, boys suck. Just fyi. Even though I am never a love cynic. Hopeless romantic all the way.

I've been going home more. Which is weird for me, because last semester I think I went home four times. In February so far, I have been home two weekends in a row. crazy!

Speaking of home, I really need to decide my housing situation for the fall when I go to the U. More like choose between plan A, B and C. Eekkk.

Spain this summer! Need to get my app turned in this week! Italy (or France, I can't decide)--summer 2011. Love my life!

I think I had more that I wanted to write, but I can't think right now. Later, I need to blog about love day. mmmkkkay! I love love.

Love you all.
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Peace
love,
ash

A quote I found that I am absolutely loving right now:
"And the day came when the wish to remain tight in the bud was more painful than the risk it took to blossom." --Anais Nin
I think I like that so much because it fits my life right now. Like a glove, seriously. I am more confident than I have ever been in my life. I feel ready to fly (so cliche, but so true) I hope others can see that in me and don't wish to hold me back. I won't let them.